Sunday, December 21, 2014

dawn o' day

please stop.

stop.

stop.

don't walk.
don't talk.
don't even look my way.

i cannot.
be.

i can not.
breath.

i c a n n o t
function
any
more.

please
please
please

let
me
go

let
me
go

let me
go.

silence- offer in: tranquility- please lead to: juncture- usher me: peace- graciously serve me:
stillness

night approaches, trembling overtakes my heartbeat.
within
volcanic chasms create shivers of cold. stamina leaves. will diminishes.
glistening and glitter in eyes is no more. i sleep. with no restorative powers, i sleep.
battling vapors of the past. seeking refuge in traumatic visions.
mocking and berating i frigidly wish for dawns light, with understanding that dawn brings nothing.

nothing but opportunity to choose. to choose again. different. opposite - more than prior.

o' dawn of day and dawn of light, i plead. i bow. desperate. raw and torn, my eyes flicker with hope.

hope. hope. hope. to be. to be more than yesterday. to be. simply.
to feel healing drip drop unto bloodied nerves. heartstrings to ooze vile no more.

o' dawn of day. flow o'er me and blow away dirty remnants of yester.
o' dawn of day. flow o'er me . . .
o' dawn of day, newness be mine.